hubby called me! i thought i would be miserable till saturdae when he come out. that i thought that everithing between us until he come out on saturdae to gimmie a answer. but he called me yesterdae! ok, he's not suppose to call. but then he called me bcos he reported sick and borrow phone from them to call me. so gan dong!!

aniwae, i also worried abt him bcos he alwaes never take care of himself. for this 2yrs that we're tog, he have never realli fall sick. maybe once ot twice. but when he entered NS, he's alwaes sick and all his problem came out. wad's wrong? hubby, pls take care of urself hao mar? bcos i will be so worried when im not with you. afraid that you'll be in danger.

few weeks ago zhu gimmie a webbie. it's a blog of a girl, who's bf died while in brunei training. went to search for all the info abt this guy who died and then realise that he is 1 of the 2 who died while undergoing training jus abt 2months ago, jus bfore hubby enlist. and me and zhu started to discuss how terrible it is. at least break off, maybe can still bump into each other at street. at least break off, the 2 of you sae tings out and argue. at least it's better then sudden death. where u wun get to hear his last gd bye. his last word to you. all that was left was silent. no explantation or wadsoever. jus silent and that he's no longer around in this world. and it jus left me fearing that it would happen to hubby. i duno how i would live my life. i cant imagine that and would never wan that dae to come. so hubby, pls take care of yourself and stop making me worriew ok?

did my hair extension on last saturdae. went down to hougang to find zhu to do the hair extension near her house. on the 4th dae, 1 strand drop. 5th dae, another one drop! im so sad. wish that i can put them al back bfore saturdae. so that hubby can see. bcos i noe hubby alwaes wanted me to haf long hair. but, im alwaes too ren xing to keep my hair. and alwaes cut it whenever im not happi. so for 2yrs, i wear the almost same length of hair, almost same style of hair. hahahas.

bought mani mani present for hubby. i couldnt resist myself! jus wanna let hubby b happi, happi happi. since he went in, ive spent more then a thousand dollar! im broke. 2 psp, 640bucks. 4 tops, 40bucks. drinking, 30bucks. ring, 78bucks. slimming wrap, 65bucks. singtel bill, 150bucks. starhub bill, 300bucks. hair extension, 160bucks. im broke!! damn broke. sian sian.

something's wrong with me. should i or should i not see doc? hmm. i realli duno. scare is i da jin xiao guai see doc then waste money. but if realli got prob, then i dun see doc scare will bcome worst. hais. what should i do now?