i love him so much. why things have to come this wae. i know im unreasonable. but all i wish was he can spend more time with me. i miss him so much. i onli wan to see him more. have more time spent with him. why isit that it's so difficult. he sae he's nt a chores that he have to call me evri night.it's a chore for him when there's nothin for us to talk abt. he dun love him. he's bored. he's tired. i need to be alone

phone switched off. everihting offi. i wan to see no one other then when im at work. im tired. im better off dead.