totally drained out. hais. been rushing here and there after work for the past week. and now im being drained out. mentally i can take no more nonesense. im glad hubby is understanding enuff. he's here to listen to my stupid nonesense and take it and advise.

friendship is fragile. handle wif care. but seems like i overcare? overcare that all the unhappiness built inside me just explode when small lil ting happen. over then it's over. no point crying over spilled milk.

i jus need sometime to cool down, dun tink abt family or frenship. as long as i dun tink, i wun cry. at least not cry. but i know i will still b stress. tml will be a break for me. to take a break from the visit and stae home and finally rest.

ppl thought im a super woman? everidae go visit liaos go home wad time? then still need to do household chores. and tat fcukin idiot woman who is damn selfish to onli wash her own clothes and ive to wash everibodi's one? and when i dun go visit she will sae this and tat. then wad abt her? so wad if she go visit everidae? 10-15mins also counted? her workplace go down faster lehs. does she even know how long does i take for me to travel down from office? never do ting another woman will sae me. nw i even haf to watch wad i sae so i dun make her worriew. fcuk. wad am i? dog? u all ask me to do household chores i do. ask me to buy dinner for her, i buy. never buy look for u all, come find me again ask why i never buy. IM ONLY 20! I NEED MY OWN LIFE. IM JUS STARTING TO ENJOY LIFE WHY YOU ALL MUS DO THIS TO ME? I WAN MY FREEDOM ALSO LEH. NOT AS IF I DUN EVEN BOTHER ABT HER. IS YOU ALL DUN BOTHER ABT HER AND TAKE ME FOR GRANTED. fcuk. i hate my life.

MIAMIAMIAMIAMIAMIAMIAMIAMIAMIAMIAMIAMIA in process. hahahahahas.