fri after work end jiu went down to bugis to kinokuniya. bought 2 more books. nua awhile and then head down to city hall around 830pm to meet zhu at aldephi. was early as she only finish work around 930pm so slack around and read my book at city hall area. after meetin her go back bugis for steamboat. feel damn full before we went but when reached i jus can eat! wahahhaa.

we only went for 1 round bcos after the 1 round we feel damn full and some of the stuff we cant even finished. but at least we eat wad we wanted so not considered waste of money and food. we didnt waste much food also lor. except for a few mushrooms and hotdog. hees.

went home and found out someting is wrong wif me. damn afraid someting will happen. next dae wake up still the same. SMS zhu and she ask me to go and see doc. alreadi expect tat it will be exp. but never expect it to be so damn expensive! went down to amk to see the doctor. zhu sae the doc not bad. so went there. she is damn straight forward and told me that ive some infection and i need to take 2 injections straight awae. asked where the injection will b she sae buttok! scare later cannot sit -.-

in the end the injection is somewhere abit below the waist and near the side, not realli at buttok. she told me that ppl told her when she's doing the injection it's not painful. i agree. it's alwaes the after effect which is damn painful. imagine 2 sides being injected, bcos she sae 1 is water, 1 is oil, cannot mix tog. so 2 different side. and nw, i cannt lie on my side when i sleep. if i wan to, ive to lean forward, not relying on the bums. damn painful =x

total bill? i expect maybe $200+ to $300. but when i made the payment the staff told me $485. i was shocked, but guess i didnt show it out. walk all the wae with the pain to jubilee to withdraw more money as i only had $200 with me. heartpain. $500 lehs! my wisdoom tooth also not so much if do at JMC :( treat it as i save part of me back. so nw, ive to guai guai and take care of myself. else aniting happen, i will be even sadder.

todae went to mama there and pray. dreamt of her yesterday. certain tings seems so clear. and for sure, it's the 1st time in duno how long time that i still remember so much things about a dream. she must have visited me. she still loook that tired and fragile in her dream. mummy, if u have the chance to reborn, go ahead. dun worriew abt us animore..