my mum passed away on monday morning. i didn't cry much except for some timing. we gotta be strong. thou we all miss her, thou we wan her back. but we all know this is the end to all her suffering. for more then 3yrs, she have been battling her sickness. she's strong. she know that she will never win. but she still tried hard to live longer. she took out alot of courage to go thru all this pain. going thru all the pain just so that she will be able to live longer. even if it meant only a day more.

mami, i know ive not been a good girl. always making u worry of me. i know im a stubborn child, never listening to you and makin u worry. when i know of your condition i feel so bad inside me. why do i always argue with you and quarrel with you. why do i always not listen to you. and making u angry and upset. i tried to be a fillial daughter. but i guess is still not able to make up for the past mistakes.

im sorriew mami. pls forgive me. did u see at ur wake, how mani people pray for you? dey all wan u to be happi. smile alwaes as u're free from all the pain. we will always remember u.