took leave yesterdae as i wanted to go to his court. it was his sentencing court. but he mention that he didnt wan to see me there. i wanted to go very much. to know his sentence. but i fear seeing him, seeing his family. kept tinking whether i should go. and if i dun go, will i know his sentence? how will i know his sentence? tink abt that and onli fall asleep at 2am+. i even put hope on the sub court webbie as i saw that they input the trial list. but it was not updated since last week. damn angry with their working speed.

woke up earli in the morning by his call. he mention that he have left some disc in my lappie, which he returned to me on sundae. was kinda pissed bcos i look at the time and it was onli 630am and i onli sleep 2+am the night before. and i shouted at him and he just shut up and say byebye. felt guilty and sms him saeing tat he can come and collect from me. his repli was slow and by the time i full wake up, 10+am, he still didnt repli much and he sae he would like to see me the last time. told him he can come over around 1130 to meet for awhile but he mention that he will pick me up while he go settle his stuff. find it a waste of my time and lazy to go out so tell him since it's like tat den dun need to meet.

his court is in the afternoon and i took nap again as im feeling damn tired everidae. woke up around 2pm and send him a sms to ask him to take care and went back to nap. when i woke up, nua in front of computer again while he sms me saeing that he will be in remand for the next 3 weeks while the prosecutor and his lawyer ask for his probation and qrp report. saying that i can called up the remand to check how i can write to him. i feel like writing, but i duno wad to write. sigh.

do some housework, shower and left for bugis. went to kinokuniya. im damn broke but kept on buying books. yesterday spent another 50bucks on 2 books. went home after that and met kenny for late dinner. by then im damn hungry liaos bcos he is late and he's late bcos he's sleeping at home! after dinner went home nua and sleep. damn tired. no matter how much sleep im getting, it doesn seems enuff