wanted to change my blog add. but guess if i do so kanna scream at by my ke ai de xiao zhu again. LOL. because she have been complaining im changing so much tat she cant remb. jus link in ur blog den simple right =p
changed blogskin, bcos there's no more point in my old skin.
we've broken up and it's getting worst and worst. his selfishness, his true colour. or mayb he have show that to me all along, but im too blind to see everiting. too stubborn to believe everiting and keep lying to myself. mayb his slap woke me up. i used to let my heart tell my brain that im jus tinkin too much of the material stuff. he do love me isnt it. but tis time round, his slap let my brain had a victory and hence now my brain have control over me. LOL. i tink im going abit crazy wif this story.
but aniwae, i just wish to that even after break up, everiting will still b okie. can still b fren. but i guess no more. im getting tired of his nonesense. everidae find different pattern. i find solution he jiu sae tis and tat. whatever. he jus wan everiting but not willing to give up aniting nor give in. so, for wad i do so much for him? no matter how much i do for him, no matter how much i give up for him, he wun appreciate. this 2yrs plus de stuff. all that i'd done. he jus told me, he cant trust me. joke. a big joke.
enuff of it liaos. no more. i jus need to be all by myself.