i feel like cooking everi nw and then. but i can cook nuts. so everi dae haf been going home to cook plain porridge and fried eggs, and eat wif wadever left over or stuff tat i can buy. i wan to learn how to cook! but the aftermaths realli left me not tat enthu into wantin to cook animore. LOL. i suddenly feel like cooking lei cha lor. it's not easi to cook but i wan to eat so i wan to cook! alot of hakka dish that i feel like cooking and eatin suddenly. should go to bookshop and look out whether there's any hakka recipe book. :D

everi night i dun haf a proper sleep. i jus cant sleep! i can lie on my bed and close my eyes but i wun b asleep till hrs later. it's damn torturing. im tired and i jus wan to sleep. but why when i lie down on my bed, i feel tat im full of energy. damn. i suddenly feel like drinking, times when i go drink till drunk. fun~ but i dun haf much to do that in the past. and finally when i thought im single and free, i can do so, but no no. damn idiot and unfair sia! i cant do tat again, and for long. sigh.

im a good girl. but why is heaven doing this to me huh? cannot at least let me enjoy for tat 1 month bfore lettin me know i cant? stupid me =x