nw sittin in office but is on MC. wanted to speak to jackson abt important matters. even call him to ask whether he will be in office today he say yes. asked whether is first ting in the morning he will b here, he sae yes. and nw, it's 9am+ and he's still not here! :( he is a big bully sia. den dun dare call him scare he in meetin or busy. sigh. im pathetic lor. then nw use computer machiam at lan like that.

yesterday emergency again, same ting happen. go see doc again. the previous clinic that i went to close at 6pm and emergency happen just 10mins before 6pm. source for other clinic. call zhu and then took train down to amk again. 1st clinic reject me saying that there's too many patient. dun haf appt dey cant take. ask me to go hospital! then nevermind lor, went 2nd clinic.

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that was typed on 5th dec. halfwae jackson came so i save as draft and after talkin jiu came home. told him everiting and glad tat he's encouraging and respect my decision. but no pay increament :( duno whether got bonus or not lehs. 18 is the date we're going to get our pay + bonus, but till nw still no information on our bonus. pls pls, there mus haf bonus. im damn poor.

sis sae it's okie for me to go overseas next yr during my bdae as long as i come back befoe 17feb, 100th of my mum's death. tempted to go. but there's nobodi to go wif me, so tink jus haf to forget about tat.

mondae going malaysia wif zhu and his brother. excited! so long since i last went malaysia. kambing soup, im coming~