serious mood swing. happy at 1 min, angry at 1 min, hopeless at 1 min & crying the next. damn

ive receive his letter. and it's onli confusing myself even more. all the while i wish, i can b wif him. but somehw, i hate him. i love & hate him. bcos whenever i tink of the bad stuff, i jus feel so frighten. i dun feel secure. but i love him. i can do aniting for him, gif up aniting for him. im a dumb ass =x

i should sort out my mind this few daes. wad isit tha i realli wan? i know nuts abt wad i wan. passing daes like that. work, home, sleep. work, home, sleep. wad else? finally met up wif avril, pearlene & yulian yesterdae. also met up wif zhu after not seein her for more then 1 week :)

misses misses. i wan laksa~