this time not bcos of pride. bcos of guys. LOL. even funnier.


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i would be lying if i say i dun miss him. i would be lying if i sae i dun love him animore. i miss him so much that everinight i dream of him coming back. everinight i cry when i tink of him. i wish to haf someone to be wif me too. i wish there's someone for me to talk to. i wish there's someone who will hug me and tell me that there's nothing to worriew abt, that he will b there for me.

i dun lyk this feelin. he haf been in my life for the past 2 yr plus and yet he is totally out of my life. i will not get to see him for the last time, not get to hug him for the last time, not kissin him goodbye for the last time.

no matter wad he had done to me in the past, no matter how he make used of me in the past, no matter how much other ppl cristised him in the past, i alwaes stood by him, i alwaes stand up for him. i pretend to be strong, pretend to be okie. i mus have done it very well, bcos nobody suspect aniting. i wish ive him by my side now. at least, he will wipe away my tears and tell me everything gonna be alright. at least he's gonna hug me tight and tell me everiting gonna be okie. at least he will tell me, he will face everiting together wif me and not jus me alone facing everiting.