after i get pregnant ive lots of pimples on my face & back! hate it lots. and now thou there isn't much pimples on my face, my back is alot worst! i jus nw take a veri gd look at my full back while ive undress for bathing and realise tat if, not bcos they onli grow on my back, but everiwhere. i would mistaken them for chickenpox! it is realli tat horrible. and they are not the kind where it is hard. or the kind where it can be squeeze wif the pus. it is jus red and red and red! it is the kind where if u squeeze, it burst and leave scar. so all i can do is jus leave them alone while feeling irritated. can someone help me!

finally received hubby's 2nd letter. dated 6jan09 and i onli received it todae! can u imagine the slowness of it? when singpost send out the letters within 1 working daes, people sae it is snail mail. how abt this! worst then snail!

having headache veri frequently nowadaes. not sure why. and feeling giddy & tired. seems like no matter how much i sleep it isnt enuff. everidae finish work, no lesson then go home, got lesson then lesson & home, i will feel like going to sleep immediately. cant even stae awake and wait the show on channel 8. weather is also veri bad. and feelin damn humid recently. and it is gonna get worst as my tummy grows bigger. sigh.

sis jus knew abt my pregnancy toade. dad onli told her todae! and she like sms me sae this & tat. argue awhile & cried to myself. jus cant stop crying after i start. finally cool down liaos then sms her nicely. told her i alreadi haf plan all the wae till confinement. as for after maternity, how is the baby gonna b like still lookin into it. it's gonna b another 8 months at least before my maternity leave finish. i can research but cant fix aniting nw right? asked abt my plan from nw till maternity. told her tat ive some savings. and i will use it all. wun try to ask money from them. since she sae the 'situation at home is bad'. so i guess other then askin them to help wif the hospital bill, bcos my medisave not enuff, so haf to deduct from them, i will try to cover the rest myself.

dad wan me to go to KKH instead. research and research. asked here & there. talk to devi, lily & some other people. they also advise KKH bcos if require ani special care, dey all haf it. if go private end up dey dun haf the facilities also haf to transfer to KKH. haf booked an appt at KKH. also as private patient. bcos of the mean testing for the subsidise etc, u cant realli sae how much is the hospital bill at the end. and if private, at least i know the service im gonna get & also the charges. cost less around $2k for the whole ting and abt $1.8k can be deduct from cpf. so it should b okie i guess? now lookin around for a gd doctor. as when i book the appt i duno which doctor is gd. so they jus anihow gimmie 1. but hor, search around, dun haf ani info on the doctor. -.-