edited the photo yesterdae bcos im too bored. it's the last picture which we took. and it's like abt 3 months before we broke up? jus realise tat we didnt actualli take much picture. and the last image of him is the dae when he rode to my blk, wantin to see me but i refused. and i saw him rode past me, and he didnt see me at all. and his last image of me? crying at AH. if onli both of us weren't so stubborn then, tings would turn out another wae.

if u sae 'i wan to b wif u', i will step forward & go wif u
if u sae 'i love u', i will love u wif my whole heart & try to put the past behind us
if u sae 'i wan to marry u', i will tell u, i wanna b ur wife
im willing to start all over again, but will it even b possible?

aniwae, tat bastard still continue to email me this and that. sick and tired of seeing his email. and this email makes me tink that thou he is older then me by alot in person, but his mentally is lower then mine. guess is around those 17 yo teenager's tinkin? even my colleagues tink so lehs. extract of his email, the part where i tink he's damn immature:

"don’t compare cos u will lose no matter what. At least I am happy in my life, can’t say the same for you. Bf in jail, mother 6 ft below ground…tsk tsk! What’s next? Stillborn? No…probably autism. But u don’t know what that is right?"

can u see tat? woah. cursing me and insultin me nt enuff. wan to curse my unborn child. and also my late-mum?! i onli curse that he will die a terrible death, torturing him a long long time before he finally dies, hope he live in a 'i wish to die, but i cant' state everidae. and finally when he died, nobodi even bother to cry for him nor hold a funeral & everibodi will jus forget abt him, as if he never exist before. and mayb, everibodi will b even happier that he is gone! :D immature 30+++YO guy saeing a young going-to 21YO girl immature. look, who is saeing who? duh.