last post on this topic and shall carry on being the sweet innocent me. muahahas.

names not mention. but if u are guilty, yes it is you den.

frenship? people who realli cherish, ppl who realli care, ppl who realli bother are then fit to talk abt frenship. let me ask some qns.

1. if this person is impt to you, do u make the effort to communicate?
2. if this person is impt to do u never admit ur mistake almost 90% of times, either when is totally ur wrong or both parties haf wrong, and wait for the other party to take the 1st step and talk again?
3. if this person is impt to u, do u tell urself my pride is more impt and i can dun need to take the 1st step since she will alwaes take the first step. or at most, i lost her as a fren lor?
4. if this person is impt to u, do u after quarrelling, started saeing 'i haf my family members enuff liaos, no one else.' when previously u will sae 'i haf HER/HIM and my family members is enuff liaos'? then when patch up again, then use back the later sentence?
5. if this person is impt to u, do u jus remove from frenster featured fren after a quarrel. then when patch up liaos, put it back and tell the whole world that SHE/HIM is impt?

the truth is, onli know how to use mouth sae, but no actions. LOL. mouth telling the whole world how impt how impt. actions is bo chap. i can onli remb that SHE come look for me 2 times, mayb bcos i pregnant liaos memory poor lar. or mayb before this 2 times, the time she come lookin for me is damn long ago. 1 time when my mum pass awae and 1 time when i got bleedin during pregnancy and she send me to my house mrt station. the rest? me go town look for her. me go her place look for her. me go meet her somemore near her place. me go her workplace wait for her finish work.

i alwaes believe in this frenship of ours. i believe that she is the true fren that ive alwaes been searchin for. but, finally after 2yrs++ i found out that, it isnt so. bcos thou she sae so from her mouth, i dun feel so in my heart. mayb after 2yrs++ of trying, i decide im tired. i gaf up even bfore i gaf up hubby lehs! muahahahas.