nobodi believe im going to b 4 months pregnant tomorrow :( everibodi is saeing tat my tummy looks flat, from the front. but side view, can see tat my tummy is big liao. why from front cannt see? dey sae it is hidden stomach. and my whole stomach jus grow together. not jus the part near to the pelvic 'swell' up like normal case. and bcos it's hidden tummy, it seems like im fat not pregnant! okies. nw i know why ppl haf been saeing im fat -.- no wonder i kept seein why i look so damn fat from the side view whenever i wan to take pictures. so fat tat i drop the idea & dun wish to take animore. realli so so so fat. BTH the thickness of my waist nw.

going for my check up tonight~ excited excited. is baby gonna gimmie a birthdae present? hees.

went to valerie's blog and she finally blogged abt her birth story. before readin her post i was asking my colleagues why c-section is awake? then how to operate? dey sae they numb ur lower part from the tummy there onwards. no wonder lar~ then i was saein 'damn disgustin leh if like tat. u can hear the sound, feel ever pull & press except no pain!' and then when i read her blog entry, she sae her hubby told her it's like cutting pork. LOL. aniwae, gifing birth, whether by c-section of by normal birth is a tough process! girls all 'ai mei' so dun wan another scar on them. but then scare of pain. so wad to do? tough choice right? mummy is the most wei da lar! my baby will sae tat to me in the future also. LOL~