i had a super bad dream tat woke me up in a fright. i dreamt that hubby mother silently let me into the house, never say much, never scold me or anything. but when hubby ask her for money to marry me, his mother start to say 'u can ask ur gf for money wad. why ask me? ur gf so rich mar, she can gif u money. aiya, dun need ask from me. ask for ur gf, she super rich' then i angry and scolded her back. then end up quarrel quarrel and hubby wan to chase after me. i alreadi at the door then the mother shouted 'u will get ur karma treat ur daughter de grandma so badly!' and at that point i alreadi crazy liaos and so i shouted back and laughing at them 'is a SON ok, not daughter. it's ur family 1st great grandson. my son will never acknowledge any of you. NEVER! muhahahas' then when i turn to leave the brother duno threaten duno me wif wad and i actualli go crazy and wan to snatch somethin and then hubby run over to his brother and my side also and tried snatchin from the bro also. and suddenly i jus grab a penknife and keep cutting myself and blood stain the whole floor. the whole family open the mouth big big and i turn and run while hubby chase after me.

woke up after tat and am scared. look at my hand to make sure everiting is alright. i dun wish to go back to that kind of life. dun wish to go siao. dun wish to cry and laugh for no reason. dun wish. i jus wan to b normal. lead a normal life. can i?