i sold my barbie pink phone for $100 yesterdae bcos im too broke. actualli wanted to sell PSP bcos im no longer playing it and haf left it there for a long long time. but then.. duno why i jus cant bear to sell it. so i sell my phone instead. afterall, it's a spare phone. so nw ive $100 extra! happi :) im using 50bucks per week leh. can imagine? for my 3 meals a day, i spend abt 10bucks. is damn lots. using 50bucks per week ONLY bcos sat and sundae i dun eat out. mostly dad will cook something, or jus tabao one or 2 meal.

i had a dream yesterday and i dreamt of hubby also! seriously, i tink im startin to forget how his voice sounds like, his stupid act cute expressions and how he alwaes love to mumble to me when i fall asleep. and tat stupid prison department still havent get back to me on whether i can visit him or not. im fcuking irritated by them alreadi lor. 31st dec i send 1 request, till nw no repli. 3 months liaos leh! then nevermind. around 9th feb i send another request nw still no repli! and so i call the MCYS counsellor tat he wish for me to speak to. i also speak liaos. then nw he sae wad cant get in touch wif the counsellor tat spoke to me. so, there's no wae they can process the case nw! fcuk fcuk fcuk. i tink can wait till my baby come out and they are still processing lor.

and nw im wondering, do i need to start request for my baby to see the father? and do i need to start to request for those documents tat are require to put in his name into my baby's BC also. i need so mani documents from him lor! and also i wonder, how to tell him 1st hand news tat baby is born without waitin for me to write him letter when ive the strength to, then wait for them to screen the letter which takes fcuking 3-4 weeks then finally he receive the news when baby is more then 1 month old? damn stupid right? hate them lor. fcuking irritating -.-