baby darius loves to wriggle inside me. wriggle wriggle but never kick. but sometimes wriggle so hard that i got a shock bcos it comes too sudden. but not painful at all. darius is a plaeful boy huh. alwaes wriggling. duno inside got wad ting for him to wriggle around. aniwae, let him wriggle around while he can. i tink next month onwards he will start to feel cramp, not much space. then cannt wriggle tat much. den mayb will start to kick and punch me liaos. bcos he BU SHUANG why need to be in such a small place.

suddenly realise tat july is onli 3 months awae. but as my edd is at the end of the month. so i take it as 4 months awae. time is short! i need more money pls~

being more then a month since i last receive his letter. the last letter i received was dated 4feb09. going to be 2 months since that dae. and im gettin used to not receiving his letter animore. he may haf his reasons to not write to me animore. i dun blame him. he may realise tat all the while mayb he doesn even love me. i dun blame him. seperation makes everibodi tink. it seems like those times i spent wif him are jus dream. and i will believe even more tat it is a dream if baby darius is not here in my tummy. bcos if it is a dream, hw come im pregnant in reality! =x