after much struggle, ive decide to go for the family dinner on this sundae. hw long more can i avoid aniwae? moreover some uncles and aunties alreadi saw me wif my big tummy and they might haf alreadi talk among themselves, or my dad might even tell them or my granny might haf alreadi told them. so, well, cross my fingers tat dey wun ask when im getting married blah blah all this qns and that dey are sensitive enuff to keep their mouth shut. it's alwaes hard to handle relatives. bcos hw are u gonna tell ur relatives tat ur bf aint around bcos he's serving his sentence? hw are dey gonna look at him in the future after his release if we are going to b tog then? i dun wan tat. and it's hubby's privarcy, he might not wan my relatives to know also.

receive a sweet message from sophia this morning (: makes my day. esp when u woke up feeling lousy and wishing that u can sleep somemore but haf to drag urself up for work. LOL. brace myself thru this week and everiting will be better.

meet up wif etrini, violin and sophia yesterdae was great. despite all those pathetic stuff tat im going thru, im actualli a happi girl. im alwaes glad tat valerie came taggin at my blog and asked to be linked up. and thereafter being exposed to the group of blogger mummy. dey haf been a great support to me. among them, i find ppl who are in worst situation in me. among them, i find comfort. among them, i found courage and support. we may haf onli met up wif a few for less then 5times. but dey are alwaes willing to lend u a listening ear, lend u a shoulder and b there for u. tat's hw great those girls are! love them all (: