facebook's restaurant city jus wun load :( so damn sad that it cant load bcos ive got nothin to do in office nw! super sleepy also. yawn. took a short short nap jus nw in the office bcos it's not busy. and nw im quite awake thou abit feel like sleeping but i haf to work right. sigh.

is der aniting else tat i can do while im at work to kill time?

baby darius is getting more and more active nowadaes. and making me more and more painful also. he is alwaes on the right side and so i alwaes feel hard at the right and soft on the left. but he haf been moving and so nw he is more on my left. ppl alwaes complain saeing tat their bb is pressing on their pelvic born, dey baby is pressing on their spine, bladder blah blah. but for me. my baby darius is a good boy. he's not pressing on ani of them, but he is pushing himself out =x and sometimes he push himself out so much tat it's so painful. bcos my skin can onli stretch tat much wad -.-

jus realise tat ive this marks on my tummy. was msn-ing wif zhu and tell her i duno isit stretch marks or scratch marks bcos ive been scratching so much. and her ans? it's nw scratch marks but veri soon will bcome stretch marks =x im veri confused bcos when i saw it wif my eyes, it's white in colour, skin colour in fact. but when u pull the skin and see is like duno hw to describe type. and when i took pictures it looks like stretch marks but it's shown in white colour! so zhu's conclusion is, mayb it is an old stretch marks which i never notice till my tummy is big again and bcome more obvious. LOL. okies.

aniwae, to sae the truth, when dey sae tat stretch marks is in red and purple colour, im tinkin isit? bcos ive got lots of stretch marks on my tighs and legs. BUT i never remb seeing it in red and purple colour. instead it is white colour. which dey sae onli after mani mani yrs then it may fade to white colour. true or false? but im onli 21 this yr lehs. hw old can those stretch marks b. hahas!

finally chiong finish my gem of life! it's taking super long jus to watch the last 4 episodes till i totally gif up and skip a few episodes. and nw u know why im super tired liaos. LOL. i watched till after 1am and finally sleep. :)

i can hardly remb hw ur voice sounds like or hw u looks like when im faced without ur pictures.
everiting is jus so far awae. this is worst then everiting. it jus seems like, u are dead, in another world, where i cant hold nor touch u. where i cant even see u. i miss u so much.