next month is gonna b a nightmare for me. alot of ppl are gonna start passing their stuffs to me. ive alreadi finish all my baby stuff le lehs. kept and organised liaos. and next month dey are gonna start passing me more baby clothings = more washing to do. going crazy >.<

at first i still thought 4june go expo motherhood fair. then after tat 8 june my doc appt, by then im alreadi 32 weeks. and after tat weekend im going for my photoshot and im done wif everiting. can slowly start to pack my bag and nua till baby darius come. but nw cannt liaos. bcos next month den dey will pass me everiting. so it means ive to wash everiting next month. sob.

auntie call me again to inform me about the CL. she said that the CL have informed her that she need to go overseas on the 28august and so she can onli help me till 25august. need sometimes to get back the energy and haf enuff rest mar. so she asked whether im okie wif it or not. i tell her no problem. better den i sae cannt then her this CL ask another CL which my auntie duno de and come stay wif me right? i den dun wan. aniwae, jus a few daes short. i calculated if i deliver on my edd, 28 days from that day means tat she will jus go back 3 daes earlier. im okie wif tat. hees. last few daes when she's not here is havoc! =p

auntie sae tat wad i wan her to do, can jus nego. mayb she find me super cute, adorable or pretty and dun mind helping me to do? =p and she told me that daddy wanna get a maid. sigh. i machiam like no choice like tat. dun wan CL he force me to haf CL. dun wan maid, he force me to haf maid. then everiting also haf to gif wae. wad choice do i haf? scarly in the future wad my son wan to study he also wan to interfere. which sch to go to he also wan to interfere. i dun care liaos. i tinkin mayb everi morning send the maid and baby darius to my fren or relative hse so that somebodi can monitor the maid. rather den leaving the maid at home jus like tat. my boy is onli 3 months old when i go back to work. and the maid is jus someone i know for 2 months (dad is gonna get a maid onli after CL go back). and i hate strangers sleeping in the same room as me. no privarcy. ive been sleeping alone for yrs. and suddenly u all wan me to accept a stranger sleeping in the same room as me. hate it lots i tell u. super irritating. wanna chase her out of the hse.