super sick todae! yesterdae after work was feeling quite jelly in my leg. but meetin sylvia bcos she wanna get the box for her bb stuff at yew tee and she's not sure where isit. so met her at yew tee and haf my dinner. then went wif her to buy the stuff. her husband send me home and went to take my temp bcos suspec tat im going to haf fever or haf fever bcos im feeling veri jelly in the leg. and haf slight fever. so SMS my brother asked him to get panadols for me while i rested. he came home wif 2 panadols, bcos he dun haf enuff money to buy more -.- okies lar, better then nothin. took them and sleep around 6 plus.

on and off i did wake up to drink water as im hafing a bad sore throat and also to check my temp. until 420am i couldn't sleep animore. and so decide to wake up to suck on a lozegenes. so i watched abit of show while finishing up my lozegenes. around 5 plus i hear a loud bang. okies, so i tell myself time to go and sleep =x didnt manage to sleep immediately bcos im not tired, after sleeping from 6plus till 420am, where will b tired animore? so i tossed and turn tryin to sleep. and suddenly i hear another loud bang. i wan jolt wide awake. i jumped. then i dun hear aniting, so i tell myself. mayb i hear it in my dream. so i tried going back to sleep again and another bang. again, i jumped and open my eyes. still no sign of any movement in my neighbourhood. so i continued sleeping and there is the 3rd bang. but, it sounds like coming somewhere near me and also sounds like the door banging. and i heard the alarm of my sis ringing. so i guess it's around 6am.

woke up around 7am and prepare for work etc. and when i come out of the lift wanting to turn to the left to walk to MRT station, i saw the police ribbon. scare the hell out of me. i walk 1 big round, bcos i need to pass by there to go to the MRT lar. and i saw a tent wif 4 policeman and a big area being cornered off. and yeah, somebodi commit sucide and this time is from my blk! i duno isit suay or wad. it's alreadi the 2nd time that i HEAR someone commit sucide. 1st time i cant sleep and i heard it. 2nd time i suddenly woke up and cant go back to sleep and i hear it again. sigh. aniwae tomorrow am meetin zhu, alfred and cindy. zhu sae go guan ying temple pray. afterall, it's not realli gd for me to experience this ting.

esp when it's 2 times in a row within weeks. aniwae i took my temp todae and it is normal. 37.3 degree so i reckon i haf no problem going to work. bcos need to pass the temp test before i can enter the office. but who knows come into office my temp is 37.7degree to 37.6degree. which means i fail by 0.1degree -0.2degree. finally till 815am, then my temp go down to 37.5degress =x my nose is nw super pain and red. but gettin better bcos i went to 'sun' myself in that hot sun jus nw. it feels damn gd. at least nw it is not that blocked nw and i can breathe better. thou it's more painful nw when i breathe. but better then hafin to rub that painful nose wif tissue right. LOL. need to make a list of stuff that i still need. else i confirm forget -.-