13june09

slack the whole dae home and den went out to meet zhu at evening time. dun realli remb the time bcos im not realli lookin at the time. wanted to go amk bcos i wanna go get my psp game. im super bored! so i told her i will meet her at amk and also check wad's the prob wif the lappie bcos she kept saeing that she cant connect it when she reach home.

went to check the letter box and saw 2 of hubby's letter. im alwaes happi and smiley face when i receive his letter. called zhu and told her i receive 2 of hubby's letter and she laugh at me. aniwae told her that might not b meetin alfred later as he's still working, later den call him again see hw. so while walkin to mrt i read the letters. the 2nd letter made me super angry! i jus read the 1st paragraph and i alreadi feel like crying. crying bcos of anger. bcos im super angry. he said that his auntie came to visit him and told him that i wan to visit him can, i need to accept THEIR terms. it's WTF ok?! and 2 of the terms are, no smoking for me and no contact between me and zhu.

im pissed bcos all the while im the one puttin up wif their nonesense and yet nw he still wan me to accept their terms. who are they? even my dad also didnt bother so much abt my life bcos im an adult alreadi. dey will talk to me, but never threaten me wif terms. im not gonna agree aniting wif them nor let them see my baby. i wun let them haf it. u wan, u come fight wif me in court, im not gonna gif u.

aniwae, jus nw meetin zhu at amk den we saw banana. he still owe me 500bucks hor. never chase from him, bcos i hate it whenever open mouth he sae he veri jialiat >.< then if i chase like veri bad. but he still remb tat he owe me money huh. and nw, he's irriating!! he keep calling calling calling. OMG. gimmie some peace man.