congrats to zhu on deliverying her baby jovier on 26june09! her baby is much heavier then expected. we thought it's gonna be 2. something somethin onli. but who knows it's actualli 3.255kg! aniwae, was sms-ing her throughout from the moment i wake up till.. she fall asleep. she mus b super li hai to tolerate the pain and fall alseep. she didnt use epidural okies. she said that the contractions is okies except the part where it's abt 8cm onwards where u feel the pushing and shittin feeling and the pain is when the baby is gonna come out that part. that's when she use the laughing gas >.< she's siao lar. but i alwaes tell myself, she can den i can lor! so i can go thru it without aniting except laughing gas :D

went to KKH for appt yesterdae. no scan and i didnt bother to ask also bcos the Q was so long! by the time it's my turn to see it's alreadi more then 1hr after my appt and nearing lunch time. also dun wan to make dr irene wait for me to do finish scan bcos she also preggy and need to go for her lunch. so i jus went in, let her listen to the heartbeat. fcuking hell. i nearly gain total of 20kg liaos lehs! and she's so worried. she asked me to slow down my weight gain. but but. i didnt eat much! realli lor! 3 weeks i gained 3.5kg! i duno hw i did it when i eat lesser liaos lor >.< i even stop my fast food. eat cai fan wif less rice and 2 veggie onli everitime. why i still gain so much weight?! den dr irene sae hopefully it is baby who is gaining all the weight.

everibodi is telling me that i dun look like i gain weight. my arms is not flabby. my face is not 'swollen'. the onli swollen tings are my feet. which is super swollen until i dun feel like dey are my feet animore. the onli body parts that did put on weight is definitely my tummy, my breast and my feet. other den that, realli cannt see where i put all those weight on lor! zhu even commented, from behind, i dun look pregnant. i look jus the same as im before. so where does this 20kg go to?! dr irene asked me to go back 2 weeks later and mentioned that if im seeing blurry tings den gotta change appt to earlier ones bcos i may haf hypertension. she sae that thou my blood pressure is ok but der may be some 'hidden' one which onli shows during blood test.

told her that actualli my eyesight abit blurry liaos. i didnt mentioned bcos i asked winnie isit normal, she sae normal. i ask sylvia, she also sae normal! and i even see stars sometimes for nothin, jus reading or seeing tings den suddenly i see alot of stars stars =x when she heard that she asked me to go do blood test for hypertension jus in case. she also commented that my baby looks big. she look using her eye on my tummy and pressing my tummy to guage the size of baby. and from her own mouth she sae, may have to induce if too big. 2 weeks later before i go and see her, do my scan first and decide again. i dun wan induce lar! i wan natural normal birth can?

zhu laugh and sae, my placenta is working too well and too hard gifing baby too much nutrients so baby is fat and big -.- baby darius ahs, dun gain so much weight liaos ok? we both slow down. let mummy lose some weight ok? u gain jiu hao, but dun gain too much hor. 3.2kg enuff liaos. max gif u 3.4kg okies? dun too big huh, later mummy pain pain. sayang sayang wor.