yesterdae wake up in the earli morning to go kkh wif dad as wanna sign up for the delivery package. confirm thru email that the admission office start at 830. reach there at 830 and dey tell us dey onli start at 9am. so went to mac. dad had his mac breakfast while i eat my curry puff. LOL. after eatin den went back to admission office to sign up for the package. the girl jus keep quiet dun explain aniting and jus do her own ting. finally buay tahan so i asked her isit got 2 package. she sae yeah. den i tell her i wanna take the classic.

den she tell me if i take classic i cannt b in the private suit animore. den i tell her i came for counselling twice, but never told of this before. she also dun bother to explain. jus sae no, cannt, i will b transferred to the normal specialist clinic if i choose classic. den my dad was saeing if like tat, den forget it take the premier package. but premier package is 500bucks more classic and for fcuk i take the premier when the difference is (1)ive no priority booking over the bed (2) i will b attended by doc on duty till im dilate enuff and dr irene chua will den come in to jus deliver the baby and sew me up.

and for both, no MO, no trainee. all are specialist. bcos i check wif the lady and she confirm, no trainee, no MO. all are specialist. so, for wad i pae extra 500bucks jus so that my own gynae will b the one to 'poke' (checking of dilation) me instead of getting dr on duty to poke me? moreover, my edd is so near to hers. wad if by the time i need to deliver, she is not able to make it or haf alreadi deliver for her bb? den i pae that 500bucks to get another doc which i duno to 'poke', delivery and sew for me? im not stupid okies. and dey like forcing ppl to pae extra 500bucks so tat we can stae in TPS to continue seeing doc. fcuking pissed off.

told my dad i die also wun take premier. i find it no point and this 500bucks can b used on other areas and not this. if dey realli transfer me to the normal clinic, den so b it. jus troublesome and ive to go during office hrs. shall talk to jackson on this liaos bcos she onli haf 1 clinic per week and it's onli in the AM session. fcuker lor. like purposely. i nw change gynae also too late. else i confirm change. it's jus like a bomb. anitime can explode bcos she also preg and edd so near to me >.< im actualli quite unhappy wif her truthfulness. bcos she onli tell me that she is preg and her edd is veri near to me when i went for my 28weeks check up. which means, she is alreadi 6 months + pregnant by den. dun tell me that onli at 6 months den u realise u preg hor? if u like 3 months truthfuly tell me, i can consider whether i should stay wif u or change gynae. but she veri hard up for money huh. bcos dun wan to tell until it's too late, until her tummy is getting obvious. fcuk up clinic, fcuk up doc, fcuk up hospital. everiting i also not happi liaos!

aniwae, alreadi sign for classic. dun care. talk to jackson again tomorrow see hw dey gonna arrange for my check up. whether dey can gimmie time off or ive to take leave.

planning for my next pae:

-eat fish & co.
-eat golden pillow
-buy baby bath items
-buy nipple cream