baby darius jaundice level have gone down by 12point. still haf to continue to work hard! shall sun him every morning. wake up earlier to sun him bcos we realise that the sun directly shine onto my be around 8+ in the morning. so can jus sun him on my bed. hahas! also bought the herbs that mani haf recommend to bath him wif (:

my CL is making me super pissed off. if i wanna complain, realli alot lor. and previously few daes she is okie 1. jus sometimes small small mistake. nw i realise that she is realli inexperience! have called the agency yesterday and they offer to replace another nanny for me. actualli wad i wan is to terminate and no more CL. bcos realli i find baby darius veri guai. so is easi for me to cope. jus that during bathing and also my food onli lor. and it's kinda expensive to spend 1850bucks on a CL to cook for me and bath for baby only right? arghs. hate it lar.

my milk supply comes in and sometimes it is engorge. bcos baby darius will be full enuff to jus latch onto 1 side. abt 15-20mins each time and he will b full. so the other breast till the next feed would usually be so full of milk that baby darius will choke! don't knw what i should do now. heart pain when i see him choke lor.