today finally managed to bath! super happy. shall bath everyday. as for the hair. got abit of conflicts problem. some auntie say i can wash, some say cannot. haiyo. super complicated. so think not washing for the time being? thou after bathing for a few hrs i start to sweat like hell again. but better den never bath lar. and im feeling so heaty and thirsty always.

the maid is here alreadi. so far okie lor. and alot of relatives are here today. make me feel like hiding in the room bcos i dun wish to entertain them. but if i dun go out, like veri bad. aniwae, ive been in the room for abt 1hr liaos. hehes. bcos i came and took a nap as super tired. a short nap of 30mins seems like a long time to me. wake up to realise that it's not even baby darius's feeding time.

keep hafing engorge breast still. chatted wif jacq this morning and she told me abt the engorge breast, block ducts and surgery. okies. so nw im more hardworking to do all the pumping. but still lazy bcos i find that i do not haf enuff milk bottles lar! so i keep tinkin and transfer my milk here and there as my CL is super slow in doing tings. so i mus prepare the amt directly for each feed before puttin in the fridge else i tink she will take forever to pour the amt, warm up the milk and feed baby darius.

tomorrow will be going back to polyclinic for follow up. hopefully baby darius's jaundice have dropped. kinwai and tham came over yesterdae bcos i need kinwai to help me install the camera to check on the maid in the future when i go back to work. so far so gd. and so nice of kinwai not to charge me aniting except the cab fare. hahas!

shall prepare for baby darius's feeding time.