baby darius have been cranky yesterday. not sure why but just cranky and wanna suck. but im so afraid that he will b overfed and hence i try not to. carry him to coax him. i dun usually carry him when he cry bcos i dun wanna it bcome a habit for him. but this time i realli haf no other choice but to carry him bcos he's crying his lung out. duno isit that he got scared and hence kept gettin cranky. and finally the whole ordeal end at 1130pm. nw he's peacefully sleep at my bed (:

i feel like im gonna haf a sore throat soon. hw not to b sick when all u eat and drink is heaty right? sigh. and i can onli drink more logan water, which is heaty. duh. later will be bringing baby darius to polyclinic. hopefully that after this abt 40hrs of time under the PEP bed, baby darius's jaundice will go down. but they sae that as im total breastfeeding, it will not really be that effective even under the PEP bed. sigh. but at least go down to a less danger point? at least i will not be so worried.

shall go and sun baby darius nw