cramp feeling since last night. tried sleeping at around 1am lie all the wae till 220am. cant sleep due to crampy feeling, bad reflux and feel like vomiting. so tink that mayb i should cook somethin to eat, to curb the reflux and vomiting and i can go back sleep. so cook maggie and eat. but still cant sleep bcos feeling crampy. so decide to use computer plae game and wadever until im super tired. ended up onli manage to sleep around 4plus. wake up at 625am and crampy feeling again. like none stop since midnight. keep tinkin whether i should go and see doc straight or go to work. tink tink until 7am decide to get up go for work. should get better lar. mayb jus i too tense. if still persist den i go kkh. but after i walk some distance i realised the cramp is there and is worst when i walk! >.< so went to office sit down almost half the dae. decide to go kkh wif a half dae MC which means at 1230pm.

sit down all the while till 1230pm and onli went toilet once bcos im too shag to move. and drink veri lil water. eat also dun feel like eating. feel like vomitng. didnt even finish my last slice of bread. and i dun remb where i throw it =x 1230pm pack up and get out of office. still tinkin to myself i seems better lehs. no feel. and go toilet. right after toilet i realised the cramp is more tense den the night before. but still, tolerable. if u wan me to rate. i rate it around 3/10. i cant sleep the night before bcos it's irritating -.- and i hate cramps bcos it makes my back ache as well which i cannt realli tolerate. can u tahan front and back pain at same time? super irritating lor!

so cabbed down to kkh and went to delivery suite. waited from 1plus to around 3pm finally my turn. as im waitin, my buttok and back is painful from the sittin duration and my crmap seems to worsen. but still, i rate it around 3.5/10. finally 3pm dey direct me into a small room strap me into CTG and observe. im super tired. thou it's more tense den before, but i manage to sleep on and off. after duno hw long the nurses come in and strap me off saein im contracting everi 1-2 mins and they are pushing me off. i duno to where and so i jus sit on the wheelchair and they jus push me.

reached a room that look like the labour ward. a lady introduce herself as the midwife came and ask me to verify the medical history blah blah. asked her wad am i doing here. wad is the next ting im supposed to do. i duno wad is happening. den she tell me bcos i got regular contractions hence dey need to do more observation and strap me to CTG again. said tat dey will do VE for me. waited and waited. doze on and off again while the contraction continues. the midwife came in duno hw mani times to check whether my file is there nt bcos duno where dey digging, jus dun haf my file. finally after 1hr plus, dey get another doctor to come in and do a VE bcos dr irene chua is waitin for them to do VE for me and tell her wad is the result. whether ive dilate or not.

the VE is pain! the doctor sae bcos my cervix is veri far back so my VE wil be veri painful as she need to realli go all the wae in in in! she even asked the midwife to pass me the laughin gas. told her dun need. i tahan. was told that im 2cm dilate. sian half. asked the midwife whether i can go home not. she sae cannt and im alreadi admit -.- dr irene chua will come and visit me in awhile.

dr irene came and said that my cervix is like 1cm thick and to dilate totally from there is like, a long long time. i tell her yeah lor. imagine i cramp from last midnight till nw onli 2cm. i wonder hw long this will take. so she said send me to observation ward and she will come check on me tomorrow. if tomorrow morning i got no more contractions and never continue to dilate. i can go home!

baby darius ahs. mummy wan smack u liaos. hw can u bully mummy? tell u guai guai mar. stay there till 37weeks. dun jealous lar. mummy carry u in the tummy 9months liaos lehs! i onli seein ur daddy 2 times wad >.< u dun tao qi ok? sayang sayang lar.