today is a super busy day for me. had appt in the earli morning at polyclinic for baby darius follow up. after seeing the doctor went down to TMC immediately. bcos baby darius jaundice didnt went down but went up to quite high, it's 273. the danger point is 300. and polyclinic tell me to go back again on mondae to check the level again. but if over the weekends i find aniting wrong, den bring baby darius to hospital. of cuz i didnt wan to take the risk and am rather concern why it didnt dip instead rise to such a high level. so called my aunt and seek her advise and cab down to TMC to see her PD.

after waitin finally is our turn to see the dr. dr saes that ive 2 choice. either to admit or to rent the PEP bed home. the PEP bed cost $390 while the admission will come up tot abt $1k before cpf deduction. she mentioned that cpf deduction will be abt 2/3. however as im on total breastfeeding nw, it means that ive to go back everi nw and then to supply them wif the BM unless i dun mind they feed FM. so $390 doesn seems too exp also thus tell them that i will get the rental of the PEP bed. also bcos it's home and i can see baby darius. else i will miss him like siao.

bcos i onli haf $400 wif me and the rental + consult total up to $500 hence have to wait for my dad to come and pass me the money. im hungry and tired. bcos i woke up abt 2 times at night to feed and pump milk. and didnt haf aniting in the morning except a glass of milo bcos baby darius wanna b fed jus before coming out hence is in a rush. after everiting end it's alreadi 11+ and when reached home alreadi 12+. so my maid faster cook and i bath and eat.

winnie came around 2pm to fetch me to ICA with manny and her brother-in-law's brother. but i tink the brother doesn realli know the wae and hence go round and round and im super sleepy liaos. finall reach ICA around 3pm to make baby darius's BC. have to fill in so mani tings, sign so mani tings and write so mani tings. and later haf to even read out all the tings that ive written. the oath. super long sia! and machiam like read a loud >.< some words i duno hw to read the person will read and i follow. like kids. LOL. baby darius name calculated, tian en is not a gd name. so we changed it to jie en. so his name is confirmed to be darius lee jie en.

once done den went off to lot1 bcos i wanna go kiddy palace. got milk bags, nappy rash cream, wipes & bottles. 1 of my avent bottle suddenly got hole! and i didnt know until i finish feeding baby darius and itnkin why isit tat half of his top is wet. OMG. stupid avent. but i still buy back avent. LOL.

and once again when we're on the wae to lot1, brother lost his wae again. and so we took a long long wae back. and meanwhile im so worried abt baby darius. kept tinkin abt him. wished that i can fly home immediately but i cant. so i can onli dream abt him. my brother called me to tell me that he PEP bed have came and such.

reach home around 6pm+ and my bro and dad said that baby darius kept crying. he doesn wan to b in the PEP cub. took a long long time to hong him, settle him and everiting. and finally he fall asleep after struggling for more den 2hrs. after he fall asleep i carry him into the cub and on the light. baby darius b strong and u will b well soon ok?

received my KKH bill also. my total bill came up to $2586.61 and my antenatal claim is $936.47. cpf deduction will be $2112.84 so i just need to pay cash $473.77

for baby darius, his total bill came up to $514.26. cpf deducton will be $500.88 so i just need to pay cash $13.38

my deposit is $875. so after deducting, i still got a balance of $387.85.