yesterday supposed to go back to office for my TPM. but receive a SMS from chris in the morning saeing that it is cancelled as jackson is sick and on MC. sian. bcos not going out and im super bored at home! thought that if going back to office, den i can go buy some stuff, walk walk awhile mar. who knows it's cancelled. but in the earli noon dad called saeing to go maid agency. happi happi tell him go on the dae itself. meetin him 430pm at clementi as he wun b able to come home fetch me. so i shower and prepare and went out around 3pm. went to yew tee first for my lunch. kfc! miss it super lots! bcos of my swollen feet. i dun remb when was the last time i had kfc. after kfc walk around yew tee point. slowly walk and i feel that im creating a human jam. LOL.

bought a wallet and went to guardian to buy the antiseptic solution for future use after my delivery. zhu sae that her gynae gave her that and is super gd. walk finish liaos den took mrt down. by the time i reach clementi it's raining super heavily! meet him and he drove us to bt timah bcos the maid agency that my aunty intro is at bt timah. alreadi confirm a maid liaos. is a transfer maid. i find her okies, not too bad and she is smart. smart is gd and bad. so. shall see hw huh. have alreadi paid deposit for her and need us to submit the stuff needed. so plus minus everything she should b here by 20th. and together wif the confinement lady, my hse confirm veri crowded, esp my room. told zhu that like tat when i breastfeed jiu have 2 strangers staring >.< hate it man. will ask them to fcuk off. muahhahas.

last night didnt sleep until morning around 6am bcos of contraction again. and this time is much more painful den before. it's sharp pain and i feel like my vagina is going to spilt. arghs. im tired. and i can actualli doze off. but keep waking up when the pain reaches it's peak. and i bcome irritated so i wake up and use computer until the contractions die off once again. kept telling baby to wait. jus 2 more days and it's fri. after fri he can come out anitime (: but the spilting of my vagina makes me feel like ive dilate again and it's sore. told zhu and she sae mayb i haf dilate again. fri see dr den see wad doc sae. 2 more daes!!! guai guai stay home and rot until fri. and baby darius can come out anitime liaos! :D