i admit im lazy to blog. bcos this blooger is hafing problem to upload pictures and hence turning me off to blog. i wanna upload baby darius's pictures lar! and i bet alot of my readers also come in wif 90% hope of seeing baby darius right. okies, im tinkin too much. 99.9999999% of them are just coming in to see baby darius. hahas!
bought NUK pacificer for baby darius. bcos he's so cranky sometimes that he needs to b carried and walk round and round. if say it's in the daytime im alright. but it usually happens in the wee hrs of the morning or in the middle of the night when im sleeping and onli half awake to feed him and still haf to coax him to sleep. tried once wif avent pacifier and he spit it out after he's nearly asleep. so decide to get him the pacificer. in times when im sleepy and too tired to bother, i can jus gif him the pacificer. esp when he wan to suck to sleep. pacificer is the best! jus nw i tried not gifing him pacificer. i jus carry him around and around. but he jus cry and cry, wanna latch on. i scare that he will b overfed and hence ju gif pacificer and that works. nw he is quiet and entertaining himself i tink?
as for the maid, i tink ive gifen her enuff space. dun come and blah at me saeing that it's not right for me to check her etc. if u haf a maid, den come and tell me all this. i dun check her everidae. i check her when she first came and also onli after that incident. and im glad i check, else aniting happen, who will b responsible? later come back pregnant, go out find bf. then hw? if i keep her in, worst still. bcos when i go back to work, she is alone wif baby darius. wad will happen to my baby darius? will she bring bf home? of cuz i haf to check and b reassured right! duno den dun talk to much.
yesterdae she still dare to come and ask me sundae can off or not. didnt even tink and repli no and she seems shock. she thought wad. we veri kind hearted ahs, wadever happen we can pretend nothing happen and still treat her gd? no wae lor. and this morning my dad came to talk to me saeing that the maid ask him to talk to me, to gif her off. she thought wad? my side cannt then my papa surely can? i tell my papa okie lar, i see hw. but never talk abt it to her the whole dae. hahas! and i guess she also dun dare to come and ask me abt it. nw onli worried that my dad told her tml can off. sister is overseas and jus chatted wif her over at MSN. she also sae no and haf alreadi SMS my dad to tell him the decision is final. why she can b so firm? bcos the employer name is her! wanna send her awae fast lor! sian.