surprise surprise. my cup size went up by 2 cup. i thought onli 1 cup. and.. bra is expensive! ok, u can get cheap one. but when u have given birth and breastfeed, u would definitely wan to go and get a gd support one. else.. who will take care of ur breast for u? it's saggin!! 21yrs old and my breast is sagging! *shake head*

baby darius is gettin more and more kpo. nw he like to b upright so that he can see everithing. todae i brought him to lot1 alone bcos collecting zhu's clothes. she so kanchiong abt the clothes lar. went out earlier to post items then walk around. at first when he's in the pram it's ok. as long as it is moving. if it's not moving, he will gif u sometime. after some timing, still not moving he will make noise. so i was lookin at somethin and he make noise so i haf to carry him lor. so i carry him upright. and he dun wan to sit back in again! and he poo-ed lar. so need to go nursing room to change his diaper. no choice haf to carry him upright, let him sit on one hand, then another hand support his head and back while the hand that he's sitting on push the pram. and the pram is low, so i haf to lean forward. super li hai right >.<

and when i fnally reach the nursing room, the door is close, paiseh to go in if realli got ppl, which i duno isit realli ppl nursing inside or jus the cleaner aunty resting inside. so went outside to the handicap toilet but it's lock also! sian lor. then wan to go another floor but haf to take lift bcos cant b push the pram and support while im still carrying baby darius and need to support him too. waited veri long for the lift bcos the 1st time, the lift is full. so i waited for 2nd one. still full! decide by then the handicap toilet should b free. so went back and change diaper for him. after tat then he allow me to put him back to pram. collect clothes and den went ntuc bought vege and fish then went home.

okies. my maid is driving me crazy. whenever she cannt settle baby darius, she will tell me 'mdm, hungry' i just nw 7pm feed. she 740pm come tell me hungry. but i see he like wanna sleep but wan latch to sleep so i latch awhile. and jus nw baby darius wake up and make noise. she tell me again 'mdm, hungry.' and u know wad time isit? 8.55pm! fcuking hell. hw can i go to work sia. scarly everitime jus feed and feed and feed.