the reason why baby darius is hafing rashes on both his cheeks is bcos.. he loves to wipe his hand wif saliva all over his face after sucking! check out the video wif the volume on and u can hear the suck suck sound. super cute! and he's sucking his index finger more then the thumb. and cutest thing is, when he's sucking his left hand, his right hand mus b bside his right cheeks machiam boxing himself. LOL!

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my milk supply have drop and i seriously haf no idea why. abt 2 days ago, after latching, i can still pump out abt 80-100ml. and when not latchin abt 180ml-200ml or even more. yesterday i didnt pump. and i pump todae after latching. 1st time, 60ml. 2nd time, 20ml. 3rd time, 10ml! wad's wrong! and jus nw i onli latch 1 side, the other side i didnt latch. and i onli manage abt 40-50ml.

i know i alwaes sae, if cant or feel that it's hardwork to breastfeed, it's ok to gif up. but the thing is, it happens when im latchin everitime, everidae! why isit happening?! if sae, my supply drop after i go back to work, i dun mind gifing it up. but when im latchin everidae and everitime? i truly cant accept. am on fenugreek again since this afternoon. milk milk pls come in!