darius have been super cute nowadays. always making lots of noise and talking alot. my sister and brother keep telling him, "u very noisy leh!" then i always tell them. because when he's in my tummy i talk 8hrs everyday. so he now talkative lor!

finally reformated my lappy. however have yet to transfer all the stuff backs. so, darius's picture would have to wait!

going to the warehouse sales at chaichee later. today is the last day of the sales. actually wanna get capella s705-09. in fact, i have aim it for very long time. but now, was told that it was not very big, and that it's not good. so, now i'm super messy. don't know what i want anymore. hence decide i shall go down and let the person intro! driving today and gonna pick violin up later then heading over to the warehouse sales. should be meeting meiyan there later also.

suddenly realised that i dun see myself in any relationship anymore and im kinda sad. sad not because i can't do without a guy. it's because i won't have anymore babies. i love babies and always want to have 2 at least and 3 if i can afford it. however, if i don't have anymore relationships, how can i get pregnant? i can't afford to be a single mum anymore too. it's irresponsible of me. so i guess, darius will be my one and only.