♥Sunday, November 29, 2009

jus went out to buy formula milk for darius because i do not haf enuff milk for him tomorrow! reason is, he cannt take total frozen milk. i haf to mix at least some fresh milk for him, meaning milk that have not been freeze, but only fridge and it mus be within 3 days because milk kept in fridge can only be kept for 3 days. usually when i dun work i dun pump and it is okie. bcos fri to mon jus nice 3 days away. but last week is a long weekend, PH on friday and just nice that saturdae is not my shift. so it meant no pumping from fri-sun!

ive got 3 pack of milk in the fridge, 1 pack on the 25th and 2 pack on the 26th. which means i haf to finish the 25th pack on saturdae while the 26th packs by sundae. so decide i shall gif him 2 bottles on saturdae and 2 bottles on sundae so i can pump and gif him the fresh one on mondae. but he refused! not onli he refused. he cry and cry and cry whenever we try to gif him the bottle. so on saturdae i wasted 2 bottles and no fresh milk bcos he onli wan to be latch. so on sundae i thought, i mus not let him see me. mayb bcos he sees me around then he will be like that, but actualli it never happen before de lor! i bottle feed him so mani times never have this happen, 1st time!

so todae i prepare 2 bottles, and same ting, the 1st bottle he refused and when i carry over immediately turn to my breast and wan to latch on. so wasted another bottle and still no fresh milk. decide i shouldnt let it b, so pump and onli manage to haf abt 40ml after latching. and as todae is my mum's lunar death anniversary, went to visit my mum. brought darius along also. after tat went to haf lunch but bcos darius seems tired and is sleeping, so drop maid and darius home first then we go for lunch but near his feeding time alreadi so i abit worried that if he still dun take bottle hw? cry while waiting for me to go home? but when i reach home, maid told me he alreadi finish drinking the bottle! so this baby want mummy when mummy is around. so sweet lar! but made me worriew for nth and dun haf enuff milk for him :( so i went to pump and onli manage 120ml. supply drop bcos his feeding time abit haywire sometimes can go without milk for 5-6hrs. sigh.

so nw i mix 50ml fresh milk to 130ml of frozen milk. onli manage to get 3 bottles. so another bottle haf to b formula feed alreadi. and jus bcos no small tin, even similac, i haf to get big tin! heart pain. imagine jus to feed once, i haf to get a big tin. then sell at a veri veri low rate to others who wan it in the forum. sigh.

and and. darius realli loves pink lor! i wan to faint alreadi. i still remb i suddenly love pink when im pregnant and at that time still didnt know darius is girl or boy and was saying should b girl bcos i love pink. and if is boy jiu jialiat. end up is a boy and nw he realli loves pink! bcos we haf this cot mobile always turn and turn nw he will turn together wif the pink one! my maid laugh and sae, he love pink.

my lil' darius attempt to flip todae. but bcos he keep sucking his fist so his elbow was blocking and he can't flip over but his neck, legs and buttok alreadi flip. super super cute. soon soon, he's gonna flio :D