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nowadays darius loves to put whatever he can get hold of and put it into his mouth. and lately he have been grabbing my hands or fingers and put it into his mouth. when it's too big, like my whole hand instead of fingers, he would stick out his tongue and lick instead! super cute right?

i think he's going to flip really soon. now he's always turning to his right and left and stuck there for awhile before dropping back. anyway it's almost time he start to flip. between 4-5months he should be able to flip already. so im still waiting for him to flip! (:

have never give much pacificer to darius ever since he's born bcos i dun wan him to make it a bad habit. however if we're out or when he is really very cranky, then i will give him the pacificer. i told the maid before, never give at home unless he is very cranky. at least for the first 2 months, she did as she was told. but lately she realised that when given pacificer, darius will sleep faster and also not so easily awoken up. hence she kept stuffing the pacificer to darius! i purposely kept the pacificer into my drawer and last night he so cranky that i decide should gif him pacificer. so i open my drawer and found that someone have touch my things! and it's the pacificer lor! so i know my maid actually go and open my drawer! fcuk sia.

so i lock up all the pacificers ive, 5 in total into the drawer right before her eyes. brother sae that todae darius keep crying bcos no pacificer. i told him bo bian. darius haf to suffer when it's also not his fault bcos of some people. not i so bad dun wan gif him. i see emma that day. 15months old still sucking the pacificer almost 24hrs except when she is drinking milk or eating. u tell me lar. hw to still keep giving darius the pacificer?

-milk milk pls come. i need u desperately!-