darius progress for this week is superb! now he can do commando crawl, stand and walk with support, sit up from tummy and his 3rd tooth have cut thru his gums (:

as ive opt to work the earliest 'shift' at 8am in the morning, i gotta wake up very earli. but its all worth it as i get to spend extra 1hr with darius everidae then if i choose to work at 9am. darius have been crawling around so much that i decide to get a play yard for him. ive been wanting to get him one. but bcos of my financial status, unable to get him 1 previously. now that he's crawling around, ive no choice but to buy for him and tighten my belts.

he's been a rather gd boy and still a mummy's boy. hehehhe. always sticking to mi. and he will never let me off on a weekend. he will play with the maid quietly till abt 9am and he wil start to make noise till i wake up and plae wif him. my cheeky lil boy.

went to mattel sales todae while on the way to pick up he play yard at boonlay. nothing much left at the mattel sales since it's realli super cheap and it lasted for 1 month yet im onli there on the 2nd last dae. LOL. ended up bought the FP slam and dunk toy only. cost me 35bucks and another farm book where's it consist of 3 blocks only, 1 block with an animal each and there's a hole at the tummy where it's made of diff fabric. it's gd and cost me only 3bucks. veri gd deal. shall watch out for the next mattel sales. hehehhe.

time passes by so fast. another 3.5 months time, darius is gonna turn 1yr old. and ive alreadi made deposit for his cake. left with buffet and venue. waitin for jes to get back to mi on the balloting result for the chalet. our son both came out on the same day. hehehhe. so she is gettin a chalet and we're both thinkin why not share. since we wun need 2 daes for 1 party (: and as his birthdae approach, it also meant that johnny's is gettin release pretty soon. in fact, it's gonna b in another 102daes.

hw should i feel? worried? scared? happy? lookin forward? seriously im not sure. ive very mix feelings. half of me wish to reconcile with him, get married have a family of our own. half of mi is telling mi that i should move on and get a better guy bcos he will never change. sigh.