presenting darius & tiara! tiara alreadi kanna sot dao by darius alreadi. haha!

was on MC yesterdae bcos too tired and giddy. the night before i tried to wean darius off breast and ended up unsuccessful. he cried for 30mins, from 330 to 4am but he still refuse to take bottle and cry and cry. gif up and latch him on my veri lil milk breast and he actualli fall asleep within mins. yesterdae tried to wean him off again and i gif up within 15mins bcos i jus feel so weak and tired. so latch him once again. i decided to gif up on weaning him off for now. i shall go take domperidone to boost my milk supply. i went to get 1 month of supply of domperidone and i read online it says to show the effect mus take at least 3 weeks to 8 weeks and some mummies haf to b on it always in order to keep up the supply. can u imagine i onli pump once todea at 1.45pm till now no latch no pump and it's not even engorge? jus abit lumpy. suddenly my milk supply drop so much and yet darius not able to accept bottles at night. it's killing me.

todae i got my maid to cook brown rice with the veggie stocks that sophia taught me to cook the other dae and with carrot plus tomato. jus wanna try out how it taste like wif tomato. and darius love it to bites. it taste sour! but he love it and finish it up fast. i bet he love the mango puree i made for his lunch as well bcos it's sour too. LOL.

realised that darius can wave byebye and hello only with his left hand. his right hand can onli do the zhao cai mao wave >.< sibei funni. his food schedule as follow:

morning - 200ml milk + 3 spoon cereal
lunch (4hrs later) - 4 spoon pasta + 6 spoon cereal + 2 cubes puree
tea break (3hrs later) - 150ml milk
dinner (3-4hrs later) - handful of rice + 2 types of veggie + egg

after dinner abt 2-3hrs then is sleeping time. so he wakes up 2-3 times at night for milk. and hopefully soon he'll b sleeping thru night and i can wean him off breastfeeding. 9 months alreadi. and i think i can realli hit 1yr. LOL.

may change the venue of darius' birthdae bcos NSRCC is abit too ulu. but still considering bcos if no venue then i still haf to get back to NSRCC mar. i love it there but it;s jus that no transport then cant go in. need to do up my list as well.

lastly, wish jayven (stacey's baby) and travis (celest's baby) recover fast. especially for travis. celest dun need to worriew. travis will b fine. there's so mani premature baby out der. u go read up this mummy, phyllis, her 2nd child was born at i think 28 weeks, and her darling is also well! so dun worriew. he will be well again soon. chase away all the bugs and he will be his active boy again!