yesterday was darius lunar birthday (: but it's abit play cheat kind bcos last year there's double 5 months for the lunar calendar and darius was born on the 2nd 5th month of the lunar calendar. LOL.

darius have been making quite abit of process. about a week ago he started to start saying the word 'gei' which means give in chinese. and previously we were telling him 'gei' then stretch our hands out for him to pass to us. partly is to teach him the meaning of the word, and also to teach him not to be selfish and to share with others. and the usual papa, mama, mam mam. he's also starting to point at things for about 1-2 months now. point and eh eh. then i will always explain to him on the tings he have pointed. like he point up to the trees, i will say, the trees have leaves on them. the leaves are green. where is the bird? the bird have gone home. their home is on the trees. i hope by describing, he will slowly absorb and learn. all parents have to learn thru trial and error before they know what is right, wad's wrong. but it's only for that particular child. bcos all child are different. im enjoying this process. can't imagine another few more months darius is gonna walk on his own.

darius birthday party will be held in another 9 days. other then the buffet, which they didnt reply despite sending 2 emails, the rest are all confirm. i will go and pick up the cakes and balloons in the morning, then proceed to the clubhouse to decorate then bring darius for swim (: invites are ready and should b on the way there except for sop's one bcos she can't remb her add >.< pls go and remb ur add girl! LOL

today on MC and ive been sleeping all the way till 4. drag myself up see a doc. flu flu. flu thats causing the migraine that started in the middle of the night plus bloated tummy. no wonder i feel full when im just 1/3 in my meal and gotta force myself to finish all of them bcos i hate to waste food!

gonna start darius on formula feed before sleep at night and hope that this will help him with sleeping thru the night. my supply is dipping and dipping and i reali wanna wean off. darius baobao, pls b a gd boy and stop torturing mama okie?