weekends are here again! now i love weekends bcos i can finally rest abit even thou not totally as i need to care for darius 100%. morning went for my dental appt at woodlands. referred to khoo teck puat for my wisdom tooth extraction. dentist sae both tooth are well erupted but definitely need to remove as 1 is way too big and is keeping food in there while the other is erupted halfway and doesn seems to have anymore space to grow. went there alone with darius and the moment i entered i ask the dentist, 'so how?' pointing to darius and smile cheekily. haha! the dentist said, 'u can put him with u but make sure he don't move around too much'

all went well. darius cried a lil whenever the dentist started to do her job. so damn cute! i think they are short of assistance as well bcos my dentist did everithing on her own. well, dentist is earning huge money now, so who would realli wan to work in a polyclinic unless they cant get a job as a private dentist or cant afford to have their own dental. but wadever the case, hope that they will b able to overcome the shortage of manpower soon.

tomorrow will be bringing darius for his pneumococcal jab at nuh. supposed to go to kkh in the morning for my yearly check up but then not possible now since im not in the right stage i should be. will postpone to next month then.

last day with the current company will be on the 3rd sept. and it's pretty a fast period for me bcos tomorrow im on leave, so im onli left with 4 days in that week. then the next im supposed to have a jmc appt on the next thurs noon but then as my referrel was to khoo teck phuat, now have to call and check when is the earliest appt at khoo teck phuat. the week after that would be my last week with singhealth.

truthfully, it was a hard decision. i asked alot of people on their opinion. i think for weeks before the confirmation. when it was confirmed, i still ponder whether i should tender. they are real nice people. they gave me chance to perform. they gave me a role where ive no relevant experience nor relevant certificate especially when im just a nitec cert holder. the people are nice and caring. they care for you truly. but ive to go. i will definitely miss them all.

darius have been a very cheeky boy. i hardly carry and pat him to sleep now. he will fall asleep on his own while lying down beside me on the bed and me patting him sometimes. it's a very big improvement! since 2 months onwards, he needed to be carried to sleep or else he will cry his lungs out. sometimes ive to carry him for hours, not able to do anything. now he's a big boy who can sleep on his own and sometmes pushing my hand away when i tried to pat him.

he can also walk quite steadily and hence always running around the place. sometimes when we're outside, he will just ignore us walk to where he want to go. especially when it's at kiddy palace. yesterday noon while im preparing his food, he went to took my cooking oil and pour all over the floor and over him. i spent a good time clearing up. he still think it's fun and refuse to let go and even cried when i carry him to clean up.

he tried to kiss me earlier on on my lips which is very sweet! thou darius is sticky to me, he hardly show his affections. sometimes when i tell him kiss kiss, and when i tried to kiss him he will turn away. BOO. my shy lil' boy. i hope time will stop at this stage. but i know he will have to go grow. im happy that he's able to understand simple stuff that we say like, putting on the shoes first. or take your shoes to me etc. he's a big boy now. wondering how much he weigh now, we shall know tomorrow (: