i badmouth but i don't backstab others. this everyone should know. if u cant think of the difference, think. bcos im not going to go into details on the difference. LOL.

my lappy died after i reformat it. apparently i need to reinstall my OS, which i have no disc and now im wondering should i travel to expo to get kinwai to help me to install XP or should i borrow the disc from yolly for windows 7.

darius is not showing sign of talking. he does mumbles and make more sound then usual. but i guess it's going a bit slow. doesnt bother me since each child progress at their own pace. but he's irritating me with his mumblings. he dun mumble to me. he mumble to himself. cute at times but irritating when it's sleeping time. clearly he's a big bully to his mother. he kicks me in the face all the time.

however naughty he is to me, i cant help loving him so much that i wanna kiss him 24hrs a day. sometimes he drive me mad. like yesterday he keep pouring water from his magmag cup. i told him to stop millions of times, but he continued doing it and then i snapped and smack his hand. he didnt cry but stop whatever he is doing and look at me. then i told him mummy say cannot, no. you shouldnt do it. and then he stop. i guess the sweetest part was when he saw tears in my eyes, he walk over and hug me. not once, but few times. till i smile at him then he let go. thats my dearest baobei (:

now he's at a stage where he learn tings fast. especially when he's at my aunt's place where there's this korkor whom he can learn from. even thou he cries every morning when i leave the place, but i know he love the people there as well. sad to say, just as he is getting use to it, we have to stop going there. i hate changes.

last friday was my last day at SHS. ive got lots of stuff during the 5 months im there due to duno wad reason. so anyway, requested from my sister to drive to work. but my car have to break down right after i enter the carpark. there's problem with the gear box and the duno-wad chain. it cant move at all. ended up i have to push the car to a less-blocking position, but blocking 2 parked cars. there's no lot. left a note and went back to office. brought down abt 8 bags of items and load them in. wait for tow and it came 2hrs later.

after the car went to workshop asked my dad wad is the damage. was told $3k! got a shock. when i asked again yesterday was told it's $2k+. still, expensive! and those stuff i load is now in the workshop and i gotta pick them up bcos the car is gonna b in another workshop for 2 weeks.

after a series of event, i seriously feel that my life sucks. nothing is going right nor good. bad things have to happen everyday. pictures of darius will be upload soon! (:

anyway, why i mentioned the badmouth-ing issue is because i am going to badmouth someone. in the first place im already very irk off by wad he done. then later on he got a gf within 1 month of you-know-wad when previously he's telling me how much he love me. follow by him always claiming to be too busy to visit his son but yet go clubbing and all. and now was told that even thou he have a gf, appear to be faithful with his words in fb, he was xian-ing all the girls he can and try to eat as much toufu as he can. LOL. it's damn disgusting seriously. firstly was that he was telling me hw much he love me then suddenly got gf. and now got gf, showing that he's so damn faithful and have changed but yet fooling around outside. im glad im not the one facing it now. and, he claim he have no money for his son. see wad he does? club, dance, got gf, fcuk around and have 200x more money then me, telling me he have no money. LOL. grow up will u?