im currently missing my baobei darius veri much. and of cuz not forgetting my dear paul. no updates basically bcos my whole week sucks. too depressed to even think and not forgetting all the infos that i got is not making me feel better. and deciding that i should stop being emo and start to focus on my happiness instead. sometimes i duno what exactly do i want. i tried so hard to take a step back and compromise. but yet there are times when i wanted to give it all up. i said the most nasty things tat u cannot imagine and use words that u never thought i would.

ive been lazing around for the past months and i guess it's time for me to buck up and clear my stuff. i gotta move my stuff from my dad's current room, which used to be my room, into my new room. but before that i gotta go and think hw am i gonna store all those tings. my old room is smaller, but ive lots of cupboards! i have 2 wardrobe, 4 cupboards and on top of all of them, i have additional 2 drawers, and many stuff stacking here and there and many boxes. so hw am i gonna stuff them into my current room, which only have 2.5 wardrobe and 2 drawers which are all full?

next, i gotta start digging into my storeroom for my duno hw long ago pre orders items that was either ordered wrongly or can never find the buyer and then sell them off. but to sell, i need to dig them out, clean them, take pics, then i can sell. can i jus organise a flea at my door step? that would make tings much easier. and also not forgetting those stuff that i got last yr after i gave birth to darius and the blogshop that i set up. im so lazy to do all this. for the sake of $$ i better buck up. maybe.. next week lar. LOL.

okie, im still not in the exact mood to blog. update again. bye.