There's no pix for today's post. No update. But just what's on my mind. My thoughts.

I've never been a popular girl with many friends. But I always believe there's no need to have many. Just that few that will always b with u. That understand u.

I do not have any secondary school friends that I'm still hanging around with. Everytime I browse thru fb & I'll see my secondary schmate still hanging around with their secondary sch friend. Bridesmaid, club, special days etc. often I think back. What happen?

When I got pregnant, I start to have more mummies friend. & even then I start to drift apart from ppl whom I feel doesn't fit. I kick ppl out of my life. & left with that handful of friends I've. I thought that's all enough.

Sometimes maybe being too bothered, it doesn't do you good. Too bothered, too petty, too... Whatever. Makes everything worst. Maybe I'm just too tired. Trying hard to catch up. Trying hard to accommodate. And now I'm stuck. Once again. just wish to curl up & hide in my comfort shell.

I'm not angry. Not upset. At least not anymore. But thoughts of things staying this way. Not to be bothered about how their life are. What they do & why they do maybe will be better? But isit worth. To lose friends just like that?

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